Mum, thinking of you today on your 5th anniversary of your passing, we've all been to your graveside & took you flowers but it seems so empty, we see each other together on your special day but we don't talk, we've probably all got problems or things we could do with sharing but we don't- we would if you were here, we would get "what's up with your face" I don't think we are a family like we used to be & that's all down to you- you kept us together before you went, I often feel very alone without you but I have Jacob to occupy me, you would have loved him mum. All my love Teresa xx